Feb is upon us and so is CNY! Hope everyone had a good shopping spree before the 'Fatt' 31st Jan weekend comes upon us.
Well, short and simple, Dec and Jan are really tough months for me. Not many know this but I recently broke up in Sept and on Malaysia Day to boot! Merdeka much to my single life, haha. Hence, during this 4 months of emotional torture, I've really done many stupid things with myself.
But the true story today lies in this month itself whereby lots of break ups seem to be happening. My besties who've been together for years decided to pull it off. Newly bred couples end up falling apart due to trivial things, and the list goes on and on...
Not to be a wet blanket or anything, but I really think that I'm the last person you'll ever want to talk to after a break up. I was plain dumped out of the blue after all. I'm sure I'll have my fair share of rage exploits to talk about. Sure I' m happy that you chose me to cry upon to, but be forewarn of the stories I'll share back as well. (^__^)"
Anyhow, people often say that the ocean's big. There's many fishes out there and one lost fish is nothing to be concerned about. Well, all my heartless meat eaters out there, I like to savor my meals. So if a fish turns bad, dun just go and dump it aside, and off to the next meal on your table. Even the poor fella has feelings you know :)
Well what I'm trying to say is, if life gets tough and your relationship goes sour, don't just forget the past, and go finding a rebound for your problems. Be thankful that this experience has thought you new stuff about yourself. A journey together with someone else; either good or bad is a much more meaningful one than one travelled alone. Yes, pain and sorrow is there and will linger for quite some time, but that's proof that we are still living and care as a human being. Anything less would be considered cruel and leaves a regretful taste on your palette.
So rejoice, relax, and take some time to yourself to get things back together. Friends, families and colleagues are always there. People might seem distant during the first few weeks, but trust me; a shoulder to cry on and a ear to hear you out is always there. Sometimes hidden, but there are not so easily noticeable for a reason --> once you have them there with you, it'll be a sanctuary to share your problems :)
Signing off and Breakerz is going out to enjoy his last weekend before the CNY week. Nitez all~
